Random

It's friday night Devon just finished screaming himself to sleep, Duane has gone out for a few hours and I am in bed watching a movie.

Devon usually sleeps for a few hours in his crib and than ends up in bed with Duane & I. I admit we coddle him. We cannot handle letting him cry himself to sleep so we just let him sleep with us but the thing is neither of us sleep much when he is in bed with us. So tonight I am let him cry it out with high hopes that this is a positive step towards getting him to sleep in his own crib for the night. Here's to hoping.

I am sticking with my weight watchers and I feel very good about myself. It's been 2 weeks and I am down over 6 pounds. I don't feel hungry as I am filling myself up with fruits & veggies and healthy meals. I forgot how easy it is to eat healthy and I know that if I can keep it up I can reach my goals.

Duane hasn't found a job yet but I am confident that everything will work out and he will find a great job very soon. We are very lucky to have such a great family who will never let us go without and will make sure that Devon has everything that he could need (and more). It's a good feeling knowing that we are loved and well looked after. Hopefully one day we will be able to pass our good fortune on! My fingers are just crossed that work picks up soon or that Duane finds a doos job before I get laid off in March! Curse this economy!

I am concentrating on thinking positivly and sending good things out there! I have a wonderful hubby and an amazing little boy who melts my heart every day and fills my day with so much love and laughter how can I possibly think that things won't work out!