Things too look forward too...

Yesterday was a LONG day! Both friday night & Saturday night were not the best nights as far a Devon's sleeping goes and I woke up feeling tired, irratable & fuzzy! I am at my wits end with him. He goes to sleep so good, lies down in his crib without a peep...than the fun begins. Around midnight he wakes up crying and he will fall asleep and wake up crying almost in pain over and over and OVER again ALL night long. We let him sleep in our bed (I know people spare me your judgement, it's what usually works for us) and he kicks us all night long...I haven't slept in 2 nights and don't know what I am going to do if he does it again tonight when I have to be up at 5:00 am for work.

So after our sleepless night it was a challenge to stick to my "healthy" eating that I previously committed to...BUT I DID IT. I decided to count weight watchers points as I have all the stuff from joining previously and before I met Duane and actually stuck to it I lost a large amount of weight so I know it works. I also wanted to be able to have yummy food and on weight watchers you can do that as long as you count the points. I counted all my points for the day and even did a mini work out on the wii fit once Devon was in bed asleep. I only did 10 minutes but truthfully the work out is going to have to start slow and then slowly increase...I am VERY out of shape. But a positive note, I weighed myself on the wii fit and although it's still BAD it's about 12 less pounds of bad than I thought!

In keeping the motivation alive I have thought of a few things that I can look forward to if I lose all the weight.

1)My knee (the right one specifically), my feet & my back not aching so much.
2)Being able to go into Lululemon and buy something that fits and looks good
3)Being able to buy a nice CUTE bra and not pay $150 + for it at a specialty store (oh and matching panties)
4)Feeling comfortable in the seats on the airplane
5)My shirts not always wanting to creep up and my underwear not always wanting to creep down
6)Having another baby and being able to see the difference 80 lbs makes on the pregnancy & the size of my baby
7)Not being embarrassed to go shopping with my skinny friends b/c I can't by anything in the stores that they shop.
8)A renewed sex drive (just ask my hubby the difference between 100lbs ago and now)

So there are just a few reasons that I can think of off the top of my head that today I am going to eat healthy and stick with my plan!